10-14-12

I'm starting to get excited for christmas again and it's only October. Yes it is very sad. But I just can't help it I love christmas so much!!! :) Anyways, work is going good. I haven't heard back from Sears but my last interview with them didn't go well, really I think I blew it. Tomorrow I don't work and so I'm going to spend the day cleaning. I almost want to rearrange my room in some way, I just can't figure out another way that my room could be organized. But I am trying to figure out a place that I could set my christmas village up so it has room to expand. But I'm still working it out in my head.

10-9-12

It's looking likely that I will work at Sears for the season. Whether or not I keep the job when spring hits is iffy because I don't know if I will start school again in the spring. Well and I think that the job at Sears is to be seasonal so I don't know if I'll be offered a permanent position when the season ends.

I am really really needing to start saving money again. I need to get my spending in control because I am getting a little wild in my spending. When next year hits I am hoping to get a used car loan and buy a used car from a dealer.

10-4-12

I am tempted to go on J's facebook and post "you know, I'm kind of in love with you." just to see what he would say. These thoughts about him will not leave my mind and I think that maybe if he turned me down flat then maybe I could move on a little. I don't think I would ever get the nerve up to actually do that though. But it's a thought.

10-3-12

I'm feeling pretty good about life right now. I mean thoughts about J still seem to sneak up on me but other than that my job is going good and I right now have an interview set up to get a second job. I've decided to put off college for a little while. I'm just not in the frame of mind to really focus on school at the moment. I mean I might still take like a creative writing class or a pottery class, something fun. I was hoping to be able to go to Boise and see Star this weekend but I was not able to get the day off so it doesn't look like it's going to happen and I am kind of dissapointed but I have to be a grown up and realize that I don't get to just throw off work because I want to go to Boise.

9-29-12

I am thinking about getting a second job. I need to talk to Polly first to see if it's even possible to have a set home depot schedule so that I can know what I can work every week in order to get a second job. I want a second job because it will help me save money so that I can move out, I'm hoping to be moved out by this time next year. I just need to start being more wise in my spending habits. I know I'm a horrible impulse shopper. I buy too much stuff not because I need it but because I want it. If I am living on my own that has to stop.

9-26-12

The whole family is going through the flu bug. I had it first but now everyone else has it. The puking and the diarrea has visited everyone. I mean like everyone had to call into work today, even Dad and that's a big thing for him because he almost never calls in sick. I am glad however that I did not have to call in because I still think that it's a little too early in my home depot career to be calling in sick. But other people have, we've been short handed at work because people have called in sick. Not that it's a big deal because we have been pretty slow anyways.

9-23-12

Thoughts about J seem to like catching me off guard lately. Things that have no relation to him seem to bring him to my mind. Anyways yesterday me and mom did the 5k in Boise and I did it timed for the first time. I actually made it in under and hour and I'm pretty excited about that. Mom was only doing the regular walk but because I wasn't with her she actually tried running it. Anyways it was a fun weekend and I got to have some fun with the Watson girls.

Grandma did end up back in the hospital over the weekend though. But as far as I know she's still doing all right.