8-18-13

I feel like I am going to be sick. My emotions got the better of me again and led me down another dead end I think. This whole thing with Joe was a bad idea to begin with. I can't believe I bought into it. He's such a nice guy but we're too different I think. Not to mention my damaged psyche is just a pain in the ass for anyone to deal with much less a guy who's already got enough on his plate as it is. I need to step back from this because it's going to hurt a lot if I keep going.