11-20-17

Long time no see. Yeah I know. Anyway, I was reading the summery of Fifty Shades Darker the movie and I was really struck by it. Can anyone as damaged as he ever hope to keep her? That is me. I'm so damaged can I ever hope to keep Joe. I think we'll have as happy of an ending as Christian does though. Because he does have a happy ending. I just wish I had Christian's money not just his derangement. I mean not exactly the same derangement but I've got my own flavor. I'm trying so hard to find a new job. I've had like three job interviews but nothing has come of it! I had one job but just before I was to start they called and said that they didn't have an opening anymore because the girl that was quitting decided not to. I've had two other job interviews, one just went all right but the other one I thought went really well but I still haven't heard anything back. I'm so frustrated!