11-10-12

I have to say that I am kind of angry right now. Called my mom and told her that I was running to Walmart really quickly after work. At Walmart I forgot my wallet in my car and so I left the cd I was buying at the register and went back out to my car to get my wallet and I saw a car that had left it's lights on so I went to customer service and gave them the make and model along with the license plate. Went back to the register I was at and the cashier and the cd were gone. I walked up and down the registers a couple times to see if she was there but I didn't see her. Went to customer service and they said she probably took them back but they weren't there. Anyways I finally just went to hastings to get the cds and by the time I get home Mom and David had rented The Amazing Spiderman and started it without me! I was hurt. They couldn't just wait a little bit longer for me to get home. I feel very unimportant.

11-7-12

I went to AAA today to get information about a trip to Europe. I've been wanting this trip for a long time and I'm up to actually planning for it now. I am still trying to decide if I want to wait til 2014 or if I want to go ahead and go next year. It would be cool to go next year but I don't know yet if I'll be able to afford it. But if I decide next summer then I would go ahead and ask people to put money towards my trip for my birthday and maybe christmas too. I really want to take this trip but I kind of wish that one of my friends were taking it with me. I was thinking about asking Katy but that would require everything to be wheel chair accessible and I don't know how that would work out. Anyway I'm looking at all these tours and I'm still trying to find the best one that'll get me everywhere I want to see. I'm going to France and I want to see the sights of Paris, The Eiffal Tower, the Louvre, Versailles, and all of the tourist hot spots. I just have to find a tour that does all that.

10-14-12

I'm starting to get excited for christmas again and it's only October. Yes it is very sad. But I just can't help it I love christmas so much!!! :) Anyways, work is going good. I haven't heard back from Sears but my last interview with them didn't go well, really I think I blew it. Tomorrow I don't work and so I'm going to spend the day cleaning. I almost want to rearrange my room in some way, I just can't figure out another way that my room could be organized. But I am trying to figure out a place that I could set my christmas village up so it has room to expand. But I'm still working it out in my head.

10-9-12

It's looking likely that I will work at Sears for the season. Whether or not I keep the job when spring hits is iffy because I don't know if I will start school again in the spring. Well and I think that the job at Sears is to be seasonal so I don't know if I'll be offered a permanent position when the season ends.

I am really really needing to start saving money again. I need to get my spending in control because I am getting a little wild in my spending. When next year hits I am hoping to get a used car loan and buy a used car from a dealer.

10-4-12

I am tempted to go on J's facebook and post "you know, I'm kind of in love with you." just to see what he would say. These thoughts about him will not leave my mind and I think that maybe if he turned me down flat then maybe I could move on a little. I don't think I would ever get the nerve up to actually do that though. But it's a thought.

10-3-12

I'm feeling pretty good about life right now. I mean thoughts about J still seem to sneak up on me but other than that my job is going good and I right now have an interview set up to get a second job. I've decided to put off college for a little while. I'm just not in the frame of mind to really focus on school at the moment. I mean I might still take like a creative writing class or a pottery class, something fun. I was hoping to be able to go to Boise and see Star this weekend but I was not able to get the day off so it doesn't look like it's going to happen and I am kind of dissapointed but I have to be a grown up and realize that I don't get to just throw off work because I want to go to Boise.

9-29-12

I am thinking about getting a second job. I need to talk to Polly first to see if it's even possible to have a set home depot schedule so that I can know what I can work every week in order to get a second job. I want a second job because it will help me save money so that I can move out, I'm hoping to be moved out by this time next year. I just need to start being more wise in my spending habits. I know I'm a horrible impulse shopper. I buy too much stuff not because I need it but because I want it. If I am living on my own that has to stop.

9-26-12

The whole family is going through the flu bug. I had it first but now everyone else has it. The puking and the diarrea has visited everyone. I mean like everyone had to call into work today, even Dad and that's a big thing for him because he almost never calls in sick. I am glad however that I did not have to call in because I still think that it's a little too early in my home depot career to be calling in sick. But other people have, we've been short handed at work because people have called in sick. Not that it's a big deal because we have been pretty slow anyways.

9-23-12

Thoughts about J seem to like catching me off guard lately. Things that have no relation to him seem to bring him to my mind. Anyways yesterday me and mom did the 5k in Boise and I did it timed for the first time. I actually made it in under and hour and I'm pretty excited about that. Mom was only doing the regular walk but because I wasn't with her she actually tried running it. Anyways it was a fun weekend and I got to have some fun with the Watson girls.

Grandma did end up back in the hospital over the weekend though. But as far as I know she's still doing all right.

9-2-12

Work is going good at Home Depot. So far I haven't made too many mistakes and Liz is gone (thank God). My one class has just started but I've only gone to one class so far. I think I am going to like it...maybe...

8-12-12

I'm unjustly irritated that everything seems to fall in David's lap. He just bought a car (no He doesn't have his license yet) and this thing is a whole lot nicer than mine. I am irritated about it and I can't seem to get over it.

7-23-12

I can't decide. See Gail told my mom that she knew three girls that were looking to move out and were looking for another room mate for the place they were moving into. I just don't know if it's for me. Roommates okay. But three teenager girls just out of high school? I don't know how well I would do with that. Because I am a 21 year old woman who is going to live on a strict budget (suprising I know but I will) and I am not sure how okay I am about moving into a house with 3 strangers.

7-16-12

So I left a message on J's wall, just saying that he's been on my mind a lot lately and so I was wondering what he was up to. Left it there yesterday but as of yet he hasn't replied or anything. I don't even know for sure that he will but I wanted to at least try. Because thinking about him all the time and not doing anything about it has not helped me so far so we'll see how this goes.

In other news...well I now officially have 2 tattoos. Um...I also now officially own the entire Artemis Fowl series because I bought the final book in California. I've been reading it and it's pretty good but I read just the first sentence of the code on the bottom and it's making me think that in this book Opal is going to kill Artemis. Because the first sentence was saying that it was the last will and testament of Artemis Fowl and I don't know why that would be on the bottom if he didn't die in the end.

But that would mean that Opal would like win and then she would destroy the People and everyone would die and so I don't think that would happen. So maybe Artemis sacrafices himself to stop Opal somehow which would be the ultimate proof that he's a changed man because the Artemis from the first book would never sacrafice his own well being for another. He was too selfish.

I want to know what happens!!!

6-19-12

I am so seething mad right now. "You've gotta be smarter than the thing you're working with" I've just been called dumber than a plastic bag and a trash can. Thanks.

6-14-12

Let's see, what has been happening lately...well I'm trying really really really hard to find a job but no luck so far. I signed up for three classes next semester and then dropped all but the one I really wanted. I'm saving money for California, I'm getting a tattoo. I'm trying to get back in shape but it's not really going as planned. Sheesh I don't know what else is happening in my world?

Oh the new theatre in town opened and me and mom went and saw snow white and the huntsman and that was good, I love the new theatre. Debit cards!!! YAY!!! No Ropers! Again, YAY!!!! And snow white and the huntsman was an interesting movie. I enjoyed it. I mean it's not going to set any box office records or anything because it wasn't that good but it was still enjoyable. It's definitly on my list. Just like the Avengers. Now that was an awesome movie! I think I might take Loala for a walk in a while because I am not feeling up to going on a long walk today because I'm wearing sandals but just a short jaunt around the neighborhood with my cute little black dog would be good. Excersize is a good thing.

I wonder if my car battery is charged yet, cause I killed it again. David hooked up to the charger but I don't know enough about it to know if it's been hooked up long enough. I guess I'll just leave it hooked up until someone gets home and tells me to unhook it, it's not like I'm driving anywhere anyway. Especially since I'm getting low in gas and I don't have the money to put gas in it at the moment.

4-11-12

I have found myself thinking about J alot lately and I don't know why. It's been years since I've actually seen him and even longer since we've actually talked like friends but I still find myself missing him some.

2-24-12

Today I am going to a birthday party for my mom's boss Terri and I think I'm going to go to Starbucks before that but other than that I don't know what I am going to do. Maybe talk to one of the high school councelors about becoming a high school councelor.

2-5-12

The super bowl was tonight but we didn't watch it. I had a good night none the less. Today me and mom went to shopko so I could get the straw cups and then we went to Panda Express and had a really good lunch. Although I ate too much and tonight we made smore bars and they were sinfully good. I ate too much again.

1-26-12

I am really really hoping that I get this job at O'leary. It would be soo cool to work in the library at the Junior high school and the school is not that far away so I could easily walk there.

1-25-12

I am thinking about getting a smart phone but I'm trying to decide if I should go ahead an wait until I have a job first. I really need to work on finding a job but I need to be able to walk to places to see about getting a job and the ice worries me. I just need to get over it though because I'll need to deal with the ice to get to the job anyhow.

1-17-12

I am becoming reobsessed with White Collar. It's not my fault that Matt Boemer is a sexy beast and the plot is very interesting. I love the emotion and characters and the plot is really good to.

1-6-12

I have been up since like 4:30 this morning. Now it's like a quarter after 5 so I am now officially not going to get any more sleep so I just gave up. Mom's going to Boise today I think so I don't actually know what I am going to do with my day. I think I'm going to walk to Walmart. I'll walk to Walmart and eat at Subway there and look at exercise equipment. It's supposed to be mostly sunny with a high of 43 today so it should be pretty good conditions for a walk as long as I dress warm.

1-5-12

Just so you all know my opinion. Purposefully mispelling words while talking about your child is NOT cute.

1-2-12

I'm kind of dizzy. I don't know if it's because the glass of wine I had tonight was a bigger glass than I normally have or what but I'm feeling dizzy. But it comes and goes so it's not too bad. Class at the college starts again in two weeks but I'm not worried about it cause I really think I will do well this semester. Course I say that at the beginning of every semester and that's not usually how it works out  but we'll cross that bridge when we come to it. I dropped the history class I was going to take so all of my classes are going to be online. I decided to drop history not only because I wanted all of this semester to be online but also because I decided that two semesters of Treymayne in a row was all I could handle and stay sane. The guy tends to rub me the wrong way. Granted I like him better than the guy I had that first year. Whatever his name was. Nope can't think of it. But I can see his face in my mind. But I will grant you that I tended to like him better than I liked Luelinda. I'm trying to avoid classes with her as much as possible. And this is better because I can avoid her classes and be in a class with a proffessor I like. Which is Evin. I love her.

1-1-12

It is officially the first day of 2012. Pretty cool I'd say. This year I want to do better in school, get a job, become a better driver, and buy a car. Those are my loose goals for this year. Oh and I hope to get a tattoo this year. I'm pretty psyched for this year. I think it's going to be pretty cool, me and mom are planning on going down south to visit her family and I hope I will get to go to another concert this year. I just have to find one to go to.