8-16-13

Quit Discovery. I just couldn't handle it. It was stressing me out so much. I was feeling sick all the time, I was tired all the time, I kept having to change schedules at Home Depot and so it was risking my job over there I think. I'm going to be happier back down to one job. Paying off bills isn't worth that stress.

8-11-13

I work at Discovery today from 11 to 7. Hurray. Though their schedule confuses me. I know I need this job but I wish I had a job that had a regular schedule.

8-5-13

Today I work at The Depot and then I go on lunch and go to my orientation at Discovery. I was freaking out because I was scheduled to work at Home Depot when I was supposed to be going to my orientation at Discovery. So I talked to Margarito about it and he said just take an hour lunch and if it's going to take longer than an hour just call them and tell them and they'll just take care of it then. He's left word with the Head Cashier that he approved this and I am very very thankful. Cause I need both jobs badly.

8-4-13

I really am scared about this. I'm so bad at not looking before I fall. Now I'm wondering if I haven't stepped into another heart break. I think I might need to take a step back and see what happens.

On another note. I went to Stephanie's wedding and that was really nice, I also went and saw Star Trek: Into Darkness and that was fantastic. I'm starting to get really into star trek. I want to watch the original series, and next gen, and voyager, and deep space nine, and the wrath of Khan. I want to become a Trekkie. :)

7-27-13

I have a bad feeling about this. Falling this hard, this fast is typically a bad idea. At least for me I don't know what to do. We have still been texting some but not as much as we did starting out and I'm freaking myself out about it. I'm just paranoid that because I was gone for almost 2 weeks that he has somehow become uninterested. And I worry that I'm already becoming too much bother. I think I worry too much but it's kind of driving me crazy. I'm afraid to say anything about it to him because then he'll remember how young and naïve I am. He'll wonder what he's gotten himself into.

7-6-13

So his name is Joe. He works in garden. He's super nice. He's 33 and has been married twice before. One of his ex wives still lives in the same house because she is disabled and on a fixed income. He has 5 kids. 3 sons and 2 daughters. I really like him.

5-9-13

I've fallen again. Nate, my supervisor, and it's a hopeless situation. Anyways I've actually started having hope that I will one day become a head cashier. I like this job and it's something I can see myself doing up until the point I have to move for school.