10-14-12

I'm starting to get excited for christmas again and it's only October. Yes it is very sad. But I just can't help it I love christmas so much!!! :) Anyways, work is going good. I haven't heard back from Sears but my last interview with them didn't go well, really I think I blew it. Tomorrow I don't work and so I'm going to spend the day cleaning. I almost want to rearrange my room in some way, I just can't figure out another way that my room could be organized. But I am trying to figure out a place that I could set my christmas village up so it has room to expand. But I'm still working it out in my head.

10-9-12

It's looking likely that I will work at Sears for the season. Whether or not I keep the job when spring hits is iffy because I don't know if I will start school again in the spring. Well and I think that the job at Sears is to be seasonal so I don't know if I'll be offered a permanent position when the season ends.

I am really really needing to start saving money again. I need to get my spending in control because I am getting a little wild in my spending. When next year hits I am hoping to get a used car loan and buy a used car from a dealer.

10-4-12

I am tempted to go on J's facebook and post "you know, I'm kind of in love with you." just to see what he would say. These thoughts about him will not leave my mind and I think that maybe if he turned me down flat then maybe I could move on a little. I don't think I would ever get the nerve up to actually do that though. But it's a thought.

10-3-12

I'm feeling pretty good about life right now. I mean thoughts about J still seem to sneak up on me but other than that my job is going good and I right now have an interview set up to get a second job. I've decided to put off college for a little while. I'm just not in the frame of mind to really focus on school at the moment. I mean I might still take like a creative writing class or a pottery class, something fun. I was hoping to be able to go to Boise and see Star this weekend but I was not able to get the day off so it doesn't look like it's going to happen and I am kind of dissapointed but I have to be a grown up and realize that I don't get to just throw off work because I want to go to Boise.