7-27-13

I have a bad feeling about this. Falling this hard, this fast is typically a bad idea. At least for me I don't know what to do. We have still been texting some but not as much as we did starting out and I'm freaking myself out about it. I'm just paranoid that because I was gone for almost 2 weeks that he has somehow become uninterested. And I worry that I'm already becoming too much bother. I think I worry too much but it's kind of driving me crazy. I'm afraid to say anything about it to him because then he'll remember how young and naïve I am. He'll wonder what he's gotten himself into.

7-6-13

So his name is Joe. He works in garden. He's super nice. He's 33 and has been married twice before. One of his ex wives still lives in the same house because she is disabled and on a fixed income. He has 5 kids. 3 sons and 2 daughters. I really like him.