7-29-17

I still haven't quite made my peace with Chester Bennington's death. I'm so heartbroken that he felt compelled to choose suicide. It makes me glad that I was able to escape the clutches of depression. Maybe not without showing a little bit of self destructiveness but nothing so drastic. It hurts because I know people in that place, my own step son has been to that edge. It's a dark place.

7-28-17

I'm so glad it's Friday. Seriously this week took forever to pass. I'm just exhausted.

7-27-17

I think this job is starting to even itself out. I don't feel as uncomfortable as I did before. It still isn't my favorite job in the world but it's money and it'll work until I have more financial freedom to find something better. I'll make it. I still wish I has a different supervisor though.

7-26-17

Things have slowed down. Nichol is out of the picture at this point taking Maxx with her. Joey went back to California and Jayme is working out if state right now. So the house is ours again. We are in a lot of debt but we'll claw ourselves out of it eventually. As long as it is the two of us we can do anything. I know it. I am going to try and post regularly again. Keep your fingers crossed.