11-10-12

I have to say that I am kind of angry right now. Called my mom and told her that I was running to Walmart really quickly after work. At Walmart I forgot my wallet in my car and so I left the cd I was buying at the register and went back out to my car to get my wallet and I saw a car that had left it's lights on so I went to customer service and gave them the make and model along with the license plate. Went back to the register I was at and the cashier and the cd were gone. I walked up and down the registers a couple times to see if she was there but I didn't see her. Went to customer service and they said she probably took them back but they weren't there. Anyways I finally just went to hastings to get the cds and by the time I get home Mom and David had rented The Amazing Spiderman and started it without me! I was hurt. They couldn't just wait a little bit longer for me to get home. I feel very unimportant.

11-7-12

I went to AAA today to get information about a trip to Europe. I've been wanting this trip for a long time and I'm up to actually planning for it now. I am still trying to decide if I want to wait til 2014 or if I want to go ahead and go next year. It would be cool to go next year but I don't know yet if I'll be able to afford it. But if I decide next summer then I would go ahead and ask people to put money towards my trip for my birthday and maybe christmas too. I really want to take this trip but I kind of wish that one of my friends were taking it with me. I was thinking about asking Katy but that would require everything to be wheel chair accessible and I don't know how that would work out. Anyway I'm looking at all these tours and I'm still trying to find the best one that'll get me everywhere I want to see. I'm going to France and I want to see the sights of Paris, The Eiffal Tower, the Louvre, Versailles, and all of the tourist hot spots. I just have to find a tour that does all that.

10-14-12

I'm starting to get excited for christmas again and it's only October. Yes it is very sad. But I just can't help it I love christmas so much!!! :) Anyways, work is going good. I haven't heard back from Sears but my last interview with them didn't go well, really I think I blew it. Tomorrow I don't work and so I'm going to spend the day cleaning. I almost want to rearrange my room in some way, I just can't figure out another way that my room could be organized. But I am trying to figure out a place that I could set my christmas village up so it has room to expand. But I'm still working it out in my head.

10-9-12

It's looking likely that I will work at Sears for the season. Whether or not I keep the job when spring hits is iffy because I don't know if I will start school again in the spring. Well and I think that the job at Sears is to be seasonal so I don't know if I'll be offered a permanent position when the season ends.

I am really really needing to start saving money again. I need to get my spending in control because I am getting a little wild in my spending. When next year hits I am hoping to get a used car loan and buy a used car from a dealer.

10-4-12

I am tempted to go on J's facebook and post "you know, I'm kind of in love with you." just to see what he would say. These thoughts about him will not leave my mind and I think that maybe if he turned me down flat then maybe I could move on a little. I don't think I would ever get the nerve up to actually do that though. But it's a thought.

10-3-12

I'm feeling pretty good about life right now. I mean thoughts about J still seem to sneak up on me but other than that my job is going good and I right now have an interview set up to get a second job. I've decided to put off college for a little while. I'm just not in the frame of mind to really focus on school at the moment. I mean I might still take like a creative writing class or a pottery class, something fun. I was hoping to be able to go to Boise and see Star this weekend but I was not able to get the day off so it doesn't look like it's going to happen and I am kind of dissapointed but I have to be a grown up and realize that I don't get to just throw off work because I want to go to Boise.

9-29-12

I am thinking about getting a second job. I need to talk to Polly first to see if it's even possible to have a set home depot schedule so that I can know what I can work every week in order to get a second job. I want a second job because it will help me save money so that I can move out, I'm hoping to be moved out by this time next year. I just need to start being more wise in my spending habits. I know I'm a horrible impulse shopper. I buy too much stuff not because I need it but because I want it. If I am living on my own that has to stop.