I had a little bit of an emotional meltdown yesterday. I texted Joe this: "I need you to say something. Tell me to go away. Something. I'm driving myself mad. It hurts." and he texted me back this. "You need to stop. Watching you unravel is not fun and it's not you. I have a lot going on right now and am not very sociable. I'm just trying to figure me out." It hurt a lot. But it was what I needed to hear. I needed to have a reason to let go, to back away. I still feel like crying sometimes but I will bounce back. Just like always.
And of course I saw him at work yesterday before that conversation. I was determined to not pay any attention to him. But the best plans of mice and men and all that jazz, he was wear that pink polo. I love that pink polo. It mad me angry that the day that I wanted to just ignore him completely he had to look so damn cute.
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